A 2 year old and a 2 month old

So, I have since delivered a new child. Celebrated my toddler's 2nd birthday successfully, and did a phenomenal job of tolerating my husband's teeenage daughter, while balancing my newly enlarged family.  Its been alot for me to take in.  I have heard so many women of yester year suggest that women are the backbone of the family, and they hold the family together, but what happens when you don't want to?  What happens when you realize your husband is a lying son of a bitch and you have given up a large part of who you are, and sacrificed for the person you hate the most. ....wait I'll finish this when he leaves the room.