Who can you trust?

Yesterday morning, began another screaming match. This time about the quality of care for a child with a condition. Yesterday, I truly got the chance to record the essence of the verbally abusive douchebag I man married to. He called me stupid and problematic, and why? Because, I refuse to allow our child to begin a somewhat questionable treatment for her condition. Right now, her care is regulated and monitored closely, and I realize with the new form of treatment comes more visits, more medicine, more everything that I alone would have to manage because he has simply washed his hands of any parental responsibility. Nightly, he comes home 8-9 pm though his office hours end at about 5:45PM. This just builds barriers of resentment because it doesn't give us the opportunity to discuss problems, and simply perpetuates animosity. So, I call my brother in law to ask his thoughts on the drug because his child also suffers from the same condition, and though he initially pretended never to have been introduced to this drug by his child's physician, he seemed to know a tremendous amount about it, even suggesting that his genius child had done a case study about it in high-school. It's weird how contradictions can be heard in what people say. Basically, I don't know he would have a reason to lie, but I got the sense that he couldn't understand how I could be in the same predicament year after year. Anyway, during the conversation I felt as though the call was being monitored, and worse still when the bastard got home, he actually took out his phone to record me trying to get my son to sleep. I laughed it off as I couldn't care less because lack of trust has gotten us to where we are today. He is a loathe some, vile, malicious, deviant with no conscience whatsoever. So who can I trust in this hellhole I live in? No one.