Lent Begins Today: what will you give up?

Today is Ash Wednesday. I went to mass with my kids. I decided I was going to give up the things that broke all the virtues. Candy, because I'm greedy and I eat large amounts of it in one sitting. Alcohol, I have become accustomed to using it as a vice to be intimate with my spouse. Because, I am so repulsed by him, that him touching me or the thought of it is so nauseating I literally drink to numb myself, or cover my face with a pillow to avoid looking directly at him. Being frustrated with my children.  My kids are true blessing but are also a handful. I find myself yelling, and carrying on all day long to try to keep them in line. I have no real support from their father who contradicts every word I say, and refuses to participate in any aspect of their development. So, I spent nearly every waking moment with them, or doing something for them. So, today I decided to find another approach to deal with my problems. Not with food. Not with alcohol, not with anger. I'm having a hard time finding work, and with children that health issues. I am increasingly concerned it's taking a toll on me. So, for lent I'm not just giving up the negatives, but embracing something positive. I pray I make it through this season, and find a positive outlet. Wishing everyone a good Lenten season.