Mad at the world...Screw Marriage it's stupid.

Why is my life so damn screwed up? Why? Why can't my life be uncomplicated, happy and productive. I am unhappily, no miserable in this Godforsaken marriage. My kids get on my last nerve.  Their medical providers are a bunch of assholes, my new job is run by incompetent idiots. I am flat broke, and miserable. My husband is a selfish lying, cheating scumbag, that I truly wish would put me out of my misery. I am so damn fed up with all this freaking sadness. For those contemplating marriage... Don't fucking do it. It's a fucking waste of time. It's slavery and bondage at its worst. It is institutionalized torture. I have no idea why the gays are fighting to legally make themselves as miserable as the straights. You're fighting to be stuck with some asshole that will change within months if not minutes of saying I do. And someone tell me why on earth are kids so GD annoying? I can not, piss, eat, shower, nor use the damn phone without whining, screaming, and fighting going on, or constant complaining. Omg what the fuck did I get myself into with this marriage bullsh**????  after the excitement of the engagement, the pomp and circumstance, the theatrics!!!! It's over!!!! Everything is downhill from there. Look at poor Sheri Shepherd 2X she got screwed. Ellen Degeneras marriage is in the damn bottle. JayZ and Beyoncé are on their last leg. I mean wTF is the point? As for me.... I live with regrets every damn day. I feel so bad for my kids that I married their douchebag father, and had them. One day, I will apologize for the mistakes I made. But for now, to the world, and my husband, and the kids hospital, and everyone that makes my life awful... FUCK YOU!!!!!